STORY #31

24.02.2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIRINNA ! I'm finally 17 :) I can definitely get my lisence. Eventhough my birthday wasn't much but i had a great day. I did not expect to enjoy myself that much. Due to exams and back to back tuition but i had a great time with my family. I love youuuuuuu :) Its sad that my birthday is coming to an end.

Little Miss Star Princess -__-

with love,

airinna

STORY #30

Black & White

My life is as black and white as the pictureee. I need to be filled with colour. So filled, as if colours were literally bursting out of me. I need excitement and adventure !
Someone, paint my world with colours. But who is that that special someone that will paint my life as if it was a masterpiece? Who will be the person to help my friends complete this masterpiece? Time will tell. As for now, i am slowly painting my world with colours and i can say that i am proud of myself. I've grown quite a bit. I see a change in me that i am happy with. I am stronger, i am more confident and i am starting to believe in myself. Maybe it's just a little bit, but it's a start.

with love,
airinna

STORY #29

Meet my sister, Ezlin Deanna Bt Hasnul Bahri. She's coming back in june. YAYYYYY ! I can get her to buy me stuff :) We're completely different in every single way. Maybe we are alike in a tiny way? Ahhh, who cares. Womaaaaaan, that's my umbrella you're holding there. Oh yeah, i have it now ! Btw, you'll be sleeping in the toilet when you come back because i'm sleeping in your room now and my old room is now a store. SO, tough luck -__- Oh, Rikki can have the couch but the toilet will be your bedroom. So, be prepare big sis. This is how bored i am until i am writing a blog about my sister. Watefudgeee yo ! I so need a life -.-" Toodles !

with love,
airinna

STORY #28

EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE

I am soo done trying to make nice. It's not like he's any nicer to me. He seems to treat everyone else nicely but when it comes to me, he treats me like shitzzzzz. Ahhh, to hell with you ! I hope you feel every pain you caused me, i hope you suffer in guilt after what you've done to me. I am done pretending everythings okaaaay when i am freaking mad at you for being such an ass. Im not gonna look for you anymore, as i don't owe you anything. It's you who owe me. God, i don't know why i even careeeee. I'm moving forward and not caring if you even look my way, because you are not worth my time. I'll talk when you look for me. Til the day comes, i wish you well and take caree.

with love,
airinna

STORY #27

14.02.2009

I spent my valentins in school. That's didot, she's awesome.

She got my daim chocolates filled into a purple transparent wraper with a red paper saying airinna, ily =). Isn't she just a sweetheart? Tiqo gave me a cupcake with BLUE icing ! Don't we like blue icing tiqo? haha. I like yellow icing too. Blue and yellow icing, only on cupcakes :D Alyssa gave me 2 heart chocolates in a golden box. Man, those chocolate wrappers was so cantik. haha. Can't believe im impressed by wrappers. Well, believe it ! I fancy pretty shiny chocolate wrappers -__- I spent my afternoon at lydia's. Which was great, i wanted to upload some pictures at her house but my stupid memory card reader just don't want to work. DAMN YOU MEMORY CARD READER ! See, valentines day can be awesome even if you don't have that special someone. It's not the end of the world. There are lots of love around youu :) Oh, i forgot. Didot got strucked by cupid's arrow. It's sooo cute, i am not kidding. I envy youuuu ! *kidding* haha. You deserve the happiness after all the shit you've been through. GOOOOO DIDOT ! I am soo proud of you, be careful honey :) I don't want to see you all heart broken and hurt.

with love,

airinna

STORY #26

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAAAAAY :)

Enjoy it with your loved ones, as for me it will be spent with my friends and family. As usual.
YAAAAAY ! -__- damn, i didn't do or get anything for anybody this valentines. haihhhh. Sorry guys :(

with love,
airinna

STORY #25

FRIDAY NIGHT

YOU STUUUUUUPID CHRIS BROWN ! YOU SPOILED MY NIGHT. GRRRRR. Nobody likes you anymore. * i think* and, i think there's a group Anti Chris Brown :p. You may never knwwwww. haha

with love,
airinna

STORY #24

SATURDAY

Bloody hell i have a boring lifeee. haha. Im going to Rihanna baby :D *happy dance* The other day at Pavilion, there was this handsome boyyyyy, my god was he a hunk -___- tak percaya? ask zeza and deedee. They'll tell youu. Finally, my tennis club t-shirts are done and they look pretty darn good. Did i mention that i had to go to this Kem Kepimpinan Pelajar in school last saturday. I had to be there at 7.30. Ameera and deedee payed atteintio like seriously payed attention. Athirah and i just talked the whole time we were there. The teachers were always looking our way because of the noise pollution. Luckyly, graceful voice wasn't all hyper. If not it would have been worse. Sorry sayang :) I just had to say that. haha.

with love,
airinna

STORY #23

Don't laugh, im not very good at these things :(
i have no title for this, dang it. Haha.

Im losing myself,
to compete with everybody else,
to be that one special girl,
that makes your body tingle.

All the girls surrounding you,
so glamorous,
with a pinch of flirt,
and i dont stand a chance,
of winning you.

I tried to change myself,
instead of being me,
trying to impress you,
but you never looked my way.

i finally believed in me,
giving up pretending,
as ordinary and awkward,
you turned and looked my way.

Walking towards me,
with a smile on your face,
saying you've missed seeing me,
just the way i am.

Your eyes sparkled,
it dazzled me,
everything seemed so unreal,
as if i was in a dream.
i pinched myself,
and nothing changed,
you sat there laughing,
at what i just did,
telling me,
i wasn't dreaming,
i am the girl you fell in love with.

DONT JUDGE IT EITHER -___-

with love,
airinna

STORY #22

MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR -___-

World Peace kan Lydia? :)

with love,
airinna