STORY #21

I feel like Wonder Woman right now. hahahaha. Wonder Woman to ze rescueeee. Watefudgeee? Im hyper right now, so it's gonna be one crazy post :D Since it's my last year in school I thought of making a t-shirt for my tennis club in school. My other commitee members just say 'nak nak nak bajuuuu !' and they leave to work to me. Ah well, i enjoy doing these things :) btw, say hello to MISS PRESIDENT yo ! I bought the t-shirts from bossini. Try thinking like this, its hugo boss's cousin with the cheaper price tag on and when you read it in bm it's like boss sini. Haha. You better be laughing :D I figured out a design with the help of my mummy yesterday. I went to the printer today and left for sunway pyramid. I wanted to go ice-skating but the zamboni was doing it's job. So, i went and watch bride wars *GOOD SHOW*. Wen the movie was over, i wanted to skate and here's my conversation with the lady at the counter *ehem ehem*.

airinna : hello, umm. Ice-skating for one please. (aren't i politeeee?)
the lady : sorry miss, there are no available shoes inside.
airinna : DAMN ! *face drops and looks around* Ramainyaa orang tunggu, takpelah. Some
other day then :(

Then i went to eat. Haha. Food is good :) Then i texted aina asking if she was going to tuition and she called, here's how it went.

aina : Hey, im going. You? Where are you?
airinna : Hello, yeah i am. Im at Sunway. You?
aina : SUNWAAAAY? yeahhh. Im already at Ampang eating. Come now, leave now !
airinna : Im leaving soon.
aina : NO, NOOOOOW !
airinna : Alright, alright.

So, i left Sunway and arrived at Ampang at 5. I tried calling Aina a few times and she didn't pick up and i hung around Ampang Point until it was 5.45 and left for tuition. Guess what, she arrived at tuition 5.10. Bagus kan dia? :) I went you told me to come now and i've been here since 5 ! She said 'I just woke up'. I pun okaaay la. That's all that happened today, nothing much. Nothing interesting happen in my life which makes me to crap anything on my blog. Tataaaa, take care :)

with love,
airinna

STORY #20

WHICH ONE IS TRUE?

FEBRUARY = ATTITUDE
Abstract thoughts. Outgoing.Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive.Fun to be around with. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.Has more than one best friend. Able to cheer anyone up and make them laugh. Amazing smile. An awesome kisser.Temperamental. Honest.A very good girlfriend/boyfriendand loyal. Determined to reach goals.Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted.Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things.Loves making friendsDaring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure.Romantic on theinside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someonenew and realize that you are a perfect match.

Haha, most of them are pretty true but i want to knw what you think :p

with love,
airinna

STORY #19

APOLOGY

Oh god, i might have been a total screw up with you but you have to understand that i can't give you what you want. I never could and never will. You of all people should understand why because i told you so many times that i can't, i just can't. I would if i could. Even if i forced myself to give you what you want, it won't work. I tried and i was so unhappy and i felt trap. Im sorry, i really am. I wished i could. Maybe you should start thinking futher rather than thinking in a box. Think how hard it is for me or how unhappy i have to be to give you what you want. For the record, i do miss you but im trying to actually start thinking of my happiness because i did sacrifice a lot these psat few years trying to make you happy. I accepted the yelling, the cursing, the hitting, being left alone and literally learn to forget all those things and be the bigger person to make everything okay. Forgetting all those pain is easy for me, i got use to it but it doesn't just go away. From time to time the pain comes back to haunt me. Its too much pain and i can't bare it anymore. You mean the world to me but after all that has happen last year i don't know if i can go through it anymore. That's why i've been distant. It may show that i don't care but i'm actually being careful now. So, i don't care if you want to say f**k you to me or anything because i don't blame you.

IM SO SO SO SO SORRY :(

with love,
airinna

STORY #18

GONG XI FA CAI !

As usual, it was one boring chinese new year. It used to be great, i miss the times when my grandma was around. Chinese New Year would be a bomb ! Days filled with gambling, drunk uncles, loads of money *haha*, spending time at the restaurant(i spent most of my time making my own sundae and watching my uncle make cake in the bakery, i so have a sweet tooth), and those days at the beach flying kites. God, i miss those days :( To be honest, i don't really remember her. Apart from speaking a language i don't understand, she died when I was 6. Wished you were here DUN EI LEEN :(

Have a great New Year, let's go bulls :)

with love,
airinna

STORY #17

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

white flag
by dido

with love,
airinna

STORY #16

I've been soo soo soo busy with school with homework and everything. Yessss, i'm doing my homework. *Suprisingly* haha. Nothing much had happen. I haven't done anything interesting at all. So, i have nothing to write. 2009 is off to a good start, thank god :) ohhh, i did the computer test for my license todaaaaaay and i passed. Haha. Now i have exactly a month to my birthday ! Then it would be hello car :D See, i planned it nicely. I take the computer shit on on the 24th of january and i'm turning 17 on the 24th of february. How cool is that? HAHAHAHA. *lame* Anyway, im'm done crapping for the day. Take careeee :D

with love,
airinna

STORY #15

UPDATE

I haven't updated my blog for ages. School started and i've been busy. Im actually doing my homework :D hahahahahaha. Anyway, im currently in 5 Luhur AGAIN ! There were too many complains and they had to change the classes again. Whatever la, classes don't make any difference. Lately, everything's been great. YAY ME ! Im always giggling and i don't know why. *weird* hmmmm, i have nothing to write. Nothing happened so far. Gila bosaaaaan. Oh well, take careeeeee :)

with love,
airinna

STORY #14

CACAT SCHOOL

First day of school and it sucked. Haihhhh. For all pure science students, their class have been changed. There was 4 classes and 1 of them shared with the reka cipta students. Now, they decided to break the rc students to their own personal class. They only have 14 students ! buduuuuuh : SO, they rombak all 4 pure science classes and arrange us according to alphabetical order not following grades. Pandai kan sekolah melawati? :) Im in 5Sejahtera, i don't know how i'm gonna survive. Those people are freakishly smart. I am so dead. Haha. My class is full of people with names starting from A :D hahaha. Most of the first class students that had to go down to the lower class because of their name, thsy were very very very pissed off. Kesian ohhhh. They went ' We work so hard so we could stay in the top class and now they do this, i am so complaining' One crazy school eh? Whatever laa, i take what i can get. SPM lagi penting then classes :)

with love,
airinna

STORY #13

PROBLEMATIC

Wow, it's been one hell of a holiday. Full of heartache, problems and chaos. Tell me, how is one person suppose to feel when their mother cries and u have to hold her and tell her everythings gonna be alright and deal with all the other problems at the same time? Life really is unfair, isn't it? I was fine these past few days until just now. I guess the hurt she was feeling transfered to me and now i feel a whole lot of pain. I would take all the hurt she feels in a heartbeat. I wish i could. I really do.

with love,
airinna

STORY #12

SENIOR YEAR

Senior year, here i comeeeeee :D This will be my last year in school. Like, OMG ! Time flies really fast, don't they? It makes me sad thinking that it would be my last year because people change and mainly everything changes. Friends are lost in that process. Maybe the fact that changes happens and friends are lost just scares the hell out of me. Maybe that's why im fragile when it comes to friends. But, i'm ready to go through my senior year. I just have to step out of my comfort zone and face changes. Even if i loose friends, i am certain that those girlfriends of mine will remain my girlfriends throughout my life. Well, this is the year that plenty of memories will be created :)

SO, BRING IT ON !

with love,
airinna

STORY #11

BELOVED PHONE

I had another skating lesson today. It wasn't easy but yet still very entertaining. Continued my day with Four Christmases :) That was one crazy family they got there.

I F**king lost my phone :(

I lost everything, every bit of memories before everything went wrong. When things go wrong, they really go wrong don't they? GIVE ME A BREAAAAAAAAK ! What a bloody way to start 2009 eh?

with love,
airinna

STORY #10

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

HAVE AN AWESOME 2009 :)

I spent New Year's Eve at Sunway and it was a total bore. Haha. I was there since 10am because of my skating lesson and btw teacher, my ankle hurts ! damn it. Continued with Bedtime Stories. It was funny, but it wasn't all that great. Walked around window shopping at watched The Day The Earth Stood Still, bosaan gilaa i wanted to sleep -___- Then countdown and thats it. It was a boring day except for the ice-skating part. Haha.

2008 was a rough year, let's just hope 2009 will be better eh?

New Year's Resolutions

1. Study hard for SPM
2. Start praying again
3. Be more positive and more confident
4. Create new memories
5. Make new friends
6. Start taking caring of myself
7. JUST BE HAPPY :)

ada lagi but nanti je lah. I know what i want, that's all that matters :D

with love,
airinna