May 16, 2009

STORY #40

You are important to me, you're my best friend. I may not show it but you should know that I do care. I have a lot to say but I choose not too because it hasn't really made any difference. You tell me to tell you how I feel and when I don't you say that you don't know me but when I do, you'll start scolding me and act as if you're the sad, unhappy one while I was the one who told you how I feel. Don't my feelings matter? I don't have a rock heart, I can only hold on to a certain limit and I am about to break. I have every right to be mad because you lied and you played around with me to see how much I care? If you really care for someone you can actually see it without the person showing it clearly. I really don't know wht i'm suppose to do. Everything I do is wrong, nothings ever good enough. I really don't know how to express my feelings and this is the only way I know how. Who cares, nobody reads this shit pun.

with love,
airinna

May 12, 2009

STORY #39

HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA

Today was suppose to be aarif's suprise party, everything was almost perfect. Except for the part where you came earlier than zeza, miera and elyn. It was going to be an awesome day but somehow everybody got caught up with the dramas going on. It was crazeyhhh ! I swear, i really didnt knw what to do. Drama drama drama. Don't people get tired if it? It's takes so much out of you. When will it stop? What a stupid question to ask. My guts says NEVER. No one wants to be wrong. People seem to take life as a competition. They have to be the greatest friend by doing impressive things. You can't buy friends, you have to earn them. Maybe everybody should learn the meaning of friendship. Even me. Tomorrow is going to be a long daaaaay. Haihhhh.

with love,
airinna

May 11, 2009

STORY #38

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AARIF IBRAHIM :D


I was suppose to do this blog yesterday but i was totally tired. Sorry : Oh well, it's not like you're gonna read it pun. Haha. I met you in form 2. Back then you had the mushroom hairstyle -__- i will NEVER EVER EVER forget that. We've been close ever since. And it's been fun, don't you agree? I know you don't need you to answer and i already know. How cool is that? Haha, Anyway, i love you to death yemmy yem makan yam ! :D
Hope you had a great one seven !
with love,
airinna