STORY #32

SYSTEM LOCKDOWN

I haven't posted anything on my blog in a really really long time. that's because I have nothing important going on with my life. Everyday is just like every other day. I am feelingless right now, i don't feel anything. I would just laugh at anything. It's hard for me to believe anything people say. I don't trust anyone anymore. I can't seem to let anyone in. I hate the fact that anything nice that comes out from anybody's mouth seems like total bullshit to me. What has happened to me? This is not me. Im suffering from a system lockdown disease. Haha? People say i should not let myself be this way. The thing is, I don't choose to be this way. It just happened. Im sorry, if I offended anybody. I surely didn't mean to :(

with love,
airinna