STORY #57

20092009

20th September 2009

Finally, you are mine :)

i love you ahmad shahir,

with love,

airinna

STORY #56

OHMYGOD ! Facebook knows me :s

Airinna completed the quiz "What does the week you were born say about you?" with the result The Week of Spirit - Pisces 1 February 23 – March 2.
You value the nonmaterial side of life. You enjoy the pleasures of table and bed. You have a blend of spiritual and sensual approach to life. You are lively and entertaining. Health is important to you. You have a strong desire to do good and better your surroundings. You can be devotional and service oriented, you are big hearted and give freely to others, which sometimes get you into trouble from more selfish individuals. You feel hurt when others do not meet your high standards of friendship. You wear your heart on your sleeve. Your know it all attitude is sometimes difficult for others to handle. You enjoy sharing at a deep level with your friends and family. You can be emotionally unstable in love relationships and changing partners can become a way of life for you. You can be a lot to handle and make demands that are suffocating to others, you can be jealous and possessive even though you insist you can handle an ‘open’ relationship.

Strengths: Spiritual – Sensual – Transparent

Weaknesses: Emotional – Irresponsible - Catastrophic .

with love,
airinna

STORY #55

Dreams and fantasies come together in our mind,
Hoping for that special someone to appear,
Waiting and waiting,
Hearts start to break,
Thoughts run through our mind,
Wondering if we were good enough,
Finally the day has come,
Realizing that every second was worth the wait.

with love,
airinna

STORY #54

I am so outdated, i haven't watched Gossip Girl Season 1 yet :( YIKES ! I probably should go and borrow the DVD from Mr Aarif Ibrahim.

Then, i can drool over these beautiful boys, haha.

with love,

airinna

STORY #53

It's Me Not You

I don't know what to do. I feel the urge to scream my heart out to get your attention. What more do i have to do?The pain is slowly spreading making me feel numb. This isn't something i like to feel. I do understand your position,but its just hard for me to accept reality. Perhaps i am just expecting to much? I guess i am. Please take away this uncomfortable feeling, i don't want to feel like this over some petty little thing.

I know myself too well, i am resisting something. Something im always doing to keep myself protected from any form of heartache. But, i don't want to do the same with you. You deserve everything i have to offer and my guards are down for you and only you.I am willing to face anything that comes my way no matter how much it hurts, this is just something i have to learn. Not to block out all feelings just because i'm scared of getting hurt. Letting people in is another tough challenge for me. As much as i avoid letting people in, i know i can't hide forever -__-

I wish there was a guidebook on life. I think parents should write a book and when their babies are born they should say 'Hello honey, welcome to the world. here's your guidebook on life. Just follow what the book says and everything will be just fine'.I find the thought of that ammusing because it will never happen :D

with love,
airinna

STORY #52

When good girl meets bad boy

Anything can happen baby :)

with love,

airinna

STORY #51

THE START OF SOMETHING NEW

5 years you waited for me. It amazes me because you held on for so long eventhough things were tough. I took a risk, i opened up to you these past few weeks. Eventhough you know me inside out, there was always a side of me i was afraid to show you or anyone else. My vulnerable side, a side i choose to hide from getting hurt. I trust you, im letting you in completely now. I am now happy :)

20 August 2009

with love,
airinna