December 22, 2008

STORY #3

HELL

These last couple of weeks have been hell, like crazy hell. It could not get any worst. Im exhausted, im sad, im upset, im heartbroken and im all emotions right now. Life has not been kind to me, at all ! All i get is shit. But, i still believe that peole who have shit lives now will live a better life in the future *fingers crossed* Should i feel regret that i fell in love too soon or shall i feel human? Honestly, i don't regret anything at all. Sure, i got my heart broken but it happens. I'll just have to pick myself up.

'What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger'

He may not realise how much i love him but he doesn't have too. Deep down i hoped he did atleast cared for me. People say i should just slap him because of what he did. But it isn't his fault. You can't see things only from a certain angle. There's more to it when you look closely.

At first, all i thought was he had lied to me, betrayed me and played me with his charm and sugarcoated words. It took me a few days to realise that it wasn't all that, he was having a really tough time and needed someone to come to. Im glad i could help atleast a little. I hope he's doing fine and i will always love you because you stole my heart.

with love,
airinna

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