STORY #36

I don't care if you don't want to talk to me or you want to talk bad about me. I'd rather you not talk to me at all if you're gonna treat me like crap. Right now, you wanna talk to me. Then you talk and if you don't, you don't. Going through hell because i'm too afraid of losing people is not worth it. It's been a tough month and im simply done. I lost ever bit of self confidence i have whch is very minimal. Feeling like you don't matter, you're never good enough and not being able to feel anything. My god, does that suck? I can't even cry : we all know what a cryer i am. Haha. Friends come and go, that's just how things work. People change as we grow older. I don't hold grudges and neither should you. Every mistake i made, shouldn't i be forgiven? As far as im concern i did not make a big mistake with you. Maybe little ones, here and there. But, come on ! We're only human. Forgive and forget is the term.

with love,
airinna