STORY #48

These past few months i thought i was fine. Deep down i was just empty, trying to deny every heartache. Nothing good has happened to me this year, everything just rips me apart. Having somebody who cares so much about you and always there for you is amazing but how can that someone hurt you so much making you cry after months of not crying. It comes a time to move one from people like that. The time has come but i just can't do it. Deep down he means a lot to me. He has always been there for me. How can i walk away from someone who cares that much about me? NO guy has cared that much about me. Why must he hurt me so badly if he cared that much? I need to let go but i just can't. I will practically have no one. I won't have anyone to turn to leaving me feeling even worse that no one cares. Should i just continue this friendship eventhough it hurts or should i move on? I can't leave but i knw i should.

with love,
airinna